...This is a place where God allows me to show you what He is doing through our ministry in Honduras...
Thursday, October 22, 2009
To God be the Glory, forever and ever, Amen!
God is faithful... if you look deep enough you will find Him everywhere. Its so cool!
God is faithful and the people of Honduras continue to show me how little faith I have, compared to their lives of faith. God, may the Glory always be for you, forever and ever, Amen!
Saturday, October 17, 2009
I said to myself, "Self, get out of the freakin way!"
From the issues here in Honduras, to the economic unrest in the states, sometimes it all just gets overwhelming. However, isn’t it comforting knowing that our God is always there?!? This what we are always told, taught and what we all want to feel. Sometimes its hard though and I guess that is our human side coming out. The side that wants to be able fix the problem or issue right away and the side that can’t always come to the rescue. This is troubling for most of us, mostly me. I hate not having enough money to help everyone all day, everyday. I hate not being able to go and buy tires for our truck and worrying everyday if the tires will last. I hate not being able to go out and build houses everyday of the week. I hate not knowing where the next amount of money is going to come from or how much it will be.
But God is faithful, this much I know. Whenever you need someone to talk to, He is always there. When you need some guidance and direction in your life, He is always there. God is always there. I know that I shouldn’t stress and worry about money , I know that Our God has and will always continue to take care of what He has called me to do. God is always faithful, there is always enough money (just enough, which means it is coming from Him, he knows every need and every cost), there is always enough ways to serve the poor and needy. His grace and His actions are all sufficient. I just need to learn to be still and know that He is God and that I am not
Antonio :)
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
The last two days :)
Monday, September 14, 2009
Well... I just don't know where to start...
Friday, May 29, 2009
School projects...
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
I know... I know...
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
1 John 3:18 (NIV)
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Satan is a goober!!!
Monday, April 27, 2009
God’s Hand In What We Do…
God is working on me… for me to have trust, patients, and faith, among many other things. Each month Jen and I wait for our monthly support checks. We wait to see if there is going to be enough to pay all the expenses and we wait to see what we have left over to serve the Honduran people with. To tell you the truth, most of the time (actually all of the time), we don’t get enough support to serve effectively.
God tells us to rely on him and believe me we do. Sometimes, all we can do is sit back and laugh. When we are both negative in the bank and have bills to pay, God always come through and places money in our accounts. We laugh because we know that God will provide, HE always always does. Most of the time, just enough to get by… which is a God thing!
God is with us every step of the way. It’s a phrase I have heard several times in my life. I have never really applied it or thought about it until moving here. Once you step back and review what is going on around you, you see God’s awesome hand crafted artwork unfold before your eyes. God has placed lots of VERY VERY special people in our lives. They support us through “thick-n-thin.” Probably not often enough do we take the time to sit down and thank Our Lord for you and your part in all of what we do here.
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Part two… The House… All alone…
At about 12:30 this afternoon I pulled up into the house and to my surprise everything was pretty clean and orderly. The dishes had all been done, Carlos had made dinner the night before and everything was cleaned up. I was very impressed! The only thing was, there was black stuff all over the floor. I could not figure out what it was. After walking around outside and looking at what the repair man had done to our pump, I noticed ash everywhere. There have been HUGE fires here still in Honduras and there were two or three burning today on our mountain.
Please continue to be praying for the people of Honduras. Please pray for a good down pour of rain. It is so dry here, that its getting really bad. Please continue to pray for our boys. God is faithful and always come through!
Back to our boys. I asked how their night was. Carlos said that he stayed up until 5:30 am watching TV!!! I remember doing that when my parents would leave me home alone or when I would have sleepovers. I am glad that they behaved, from what I can tell, and thank God for all the blessing he shows us daily!
Saturday, April 25, 2009
First Time Alone… and I am worried
On Friday Gayle and Debbie flew into Honduras. Whenever Gayle comes to the country, I love to be here to help her! Tonight (Saturday night) I spent the night out here with them in Santa Ana. Just to spend time with them and to be here if they needed something. Well, because of my staying out here and Jen having other plans, our boys were given the option to spend the night at the house by themselves or to spend the night with a “family friend,” the Garcia’s. They chose to spend the night by themselves.
Now I know how my parents felt the first time they left me home alone over night. I am worrying. I don’t know why, they are good boys (for the most part). I just worry because I love them I guess. God and I talked about it already, several times, so I know that I am just being a “worry wart.” Tomorrow, or the day after, I will let you know if we still have a house ;-) .
I have never really sat down and written out a prayer… so tonight, here is my fist.
My prayer tonight:
God, thank you for allowing me to serve the Honduran people in so many ways. Thank you for allowing me to be involved in these boys lives. God I ask that you watch them tonight and keep them safe. Put your shield of protection around them and allow them to know that they are loved not only by us but more importantly by YOU. Allow them to see your light shine in everything they do and everything we do to better your kingdom. God I thank you for Eduardo and his caring heart Lord. Even under his rough edges, he has a soft heart and God I pray that you break him of his roughness. Show him your love and allow him to see our love as well. Show him the ways of you Lord. Thank you for Saul Lord. He is such a sweet kid and so kind and so full of love. He reminds me daily of what it must be like to have faith like a child. Please be with him Father as he is away from his mother, allow him to seek you in his times of need Lord. Lord thank you for Carlos and his great spirit. Lord I believe he wishes to serve you full heartedly, we just need to break through the mess he still holds deep inside. God we can see that he is working through it and I thank you for that!!! I am so appreciative of all the great and wonderful things you have done and will continue to do in this young mans life! Thank you Lord for giving him the opportunity to step up and show his brothers how to walk in the way of you Lord. God please be with Jen and myself as we are trying so hard to raise these boys. Be with us when we fall short and pick us back up. Help us dust off our pants and get right back up there doing it again. God I want to be more like you. I want to bring these boys up in the way of you so that they may better the future of your kingdom. Please be with the Lopez family as they sleep together as a family tonight. God, with tears in my eyes, I THANK YOU from the deepest parts of my heart for what you have done for that family. To see six little boys sooooo sooooo happy to have their daddy, it just amazes me how you gave them your grace and mercy. Father thank you for all that you do for me, every day, every hour, every minute. Thank you Lord. You are a God of wonders, a God that shows us his mercy and grace daily. I pray that you forgive me when I forget all of these things Lord, when I fall on my face Lord I am glad that you will be there time after time to pick me back up. May your grace and mercy be with the people of Honduras tonight Lord. -Amen
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Recap
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Proud day to be a Daddy... :-)
Monday, April 6, 2009
Group!!!
Sunday, April 5, 2009
Boys night out... Fires
During the game we noticed lots smoke and a helicopter flying over head carrying water over to fires off in the distance. Please continue to pray for the people of Honduras, while they struggle with the smoke and fires.
Friday, April 3, 2009
Painting!!!!
Thursday, April 2, 2009
Tuesdays Devotional... By Carlos
On tuesday we took the group to the Jesus Statue at night for a quick devotional. After about twenty minutes of talking about Honduras, describing the history of the mountains and stuff like that they said that it was time for the devotional. We all sat down and Jen and Carlos stood there. I knew that this was going to be a tear jerker.
He is my son and I am proud to call to him my son. It is really great to see God working in his life. God is working here in the ministry and is really changing peoples hearts. He is showing us his grace and love in many different ways. He is showing us that this thing that we are doing, is GOING to work. I thank God that he has allowed me to meet this set of brothers and thank Him for allowing me to be a father to them. I love being called poppi, daddy, father. It brings tears to my eyes every time.
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
Thanking God for Godly friends...
Mark helps us in so many ways. He is willing to help us, raise our boys. He is willing to help change and shape and mold their lives to be more Christ like. He is willing to help them, when no one else would. Mark I thank you, and thank OUR God for you daily!!!! God has placed you in our lives and we thank him daily for you and your lovely wife. ( I once heard someone say, "Behind every good man, there is a great woman" this also applies here :) )
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Monday, March 30, 2009
Sunday... beach day?!!!??!??
Mario and I sleeping on the floor of the bus on the way home from the beach.... man it was a rough day :-)
(I won by the way and he got mad at me, said that I made him drink three gallons of salt water. I told him he should of closed his mouth.... clearly not my fault)
Never have I ever.... until march 28th
Once I got to Miami, I walked off the plane and went straight to my next gate. I sat down for a minute and then decided to look at my ticket, to make sure that I was at the right gate. I reached in my back pocket, where i always keep my passport and ticket while I am traveling and it wasn't there. I thought, maybe i put it in my book bag and searching that and taking EVERYTHING out, I started to freak out just a little. I walked back to the ticket counter where we unloaded from Orlando and asked the lady at the desk if anyone had turned one in. She said no but she said let me check with the people on the plane.
After about 10min she returned empty handed. Tears were on the brink of flowing. I said can you help me, I don't know what to do. She said if I waited about 20min she could help me, after she got the plane loaded. I sat and waited. After about thirty minutes the last person got on the plane and then she came and sat down next to me. She said here is the number for an emergancy passport but they are only open monday through friday. I explain to her that I was traveling home, to Honduras, that I was a missionary and what we were doing here. She told me that she used to live in Columiba and that she had missionary people in her life as she was growing up. After some time passed, she said you know what, you should pray and walk back to the ticket counter at gate E5 (where my flight to Honduras was) and see if they have it. She said that only by the grace of God would someone had found it. We both laughed and said goodbye.
I prayed and prayed and prayed all the way back to the gate. When I walked up to the counter there it was, sitting there open with my UGLY picture. I said that is MY PASSPORT!!!! Tears came out then! I said out loud, pretty loudly, THANK YOU GOD!!!
Yet again God has shown me that this is my calling, to serve the people of Honduras. I wasn't sure what in the world i was going to done but once I prayed and talked to HIM he was there to save me! I LOVE it when that happens!!!
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
.... funny
Its funny how God works out every detail... How when you think people aren't listening or watching, they really are. God is AMAZING!!! and I am nothing without him and I am reminded of that EVERYDAY.... my friend and co-missionary friend told me of this quote and on Sunday God showed me how true it is... "authenticity always has an audience." being true and faithful about the work God has called us to do, is what we are about.
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Being a poppi; in the states...
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Moving...
Monday, was probably one of the most hectic days in Honduras that I had ever had. It started like a normal Monday morning, getting the children to school and such, then Jen and I divided and concord "the list." Things that we needed to get done, before we left the country. By noon I had completed my list and many other things that came up along the way, however the afternoon went EXTREMELY slow! By midnight I had been all over Tegucigalpa and to Santa Lucia and to the airport and up and down El Haltio about 30 times. I had moved the boys into their new home and got them all settled in with their folks.
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Is God opening the doors?
I am writing you to seek your advise. I know that you all are a very wise and knowledgeable people so I am hoping that you can help. We currently sold our Chevy Suburban that we owned due to many many weeks in the shop. Currently we are renting a vehicle and it costly. We have been looking everyday for a new(er) car and haven't found one. Yesterday, however, we got a phone call from a random person that said he had a 2004 Ford F-150 for sale. When we went to look at it, it is in PREFECT condition. The man is a certified ford technician from the states. He is Honduran but has lived in California and Detroit for some time of his life.
I feel like this is a gift from God. We have been praying for answers and I think this might be it. The cost of the truck is $7,409 (that is converted from 140,000 limperas, the Honduran currency). Please tell me what you think. We looked up the car from Carfax and it has a clean record, only one owner in the states. He showed us the history of the car here in Honduras and he has been the only owner. Also, it has just under 60,000 miles. If you think it is a good deal, let me know! I would LOVE to have a way to purchase this car and have it be my personal ministry vehical. If you have advise about how I can come up with the money let me know too!
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Valentines Day
Friday, February 20, 2009
After visiting their dad
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Coming Home... God said NO!
God had me stay to help the six little boys that I now call my own. On Tuesday we went to visit their father in the rehab center and as of Feb 28th he will be free to go. He has fulfilled his 60 days in the treatment center, however, the rehab center wishes for him to stay and he seems to think he is ready ( I pray that God is working in HIM!) So I am asking you to pray for my boys and their parents. Pray for us as we make decisions about their future and our future as well. Pray for wisdom and discernment.
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Showing His Love
Honduras Vs. Coasta Rica!
Friday, February 13, 2009
COLD!!!
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Jen Caved!
I much rather would of had a lab or some type of bigger more ferocious looking type of dog (more manly is what i keep telling her) but I am falling in love with Toby!
The boys LOVE HIM, they are already fighting over who he is going to sleep with!